Foreign Affairs (poem)

Narrower, narrower grow the bars
of red and blue, while the moment’s stars
and their cohorts counting digits hour by hour
to name and number and measure their powers
just as they’ve done since yesterday
now flicker, and fade, and drift away.

Then I’ll turn off to a dimmer screen
in search of a smile and a friendly scene
here, in my dear, familiar clime,
in another place, in another time,
silent, and dark, and untouched as yet
by my faraway friend whom I’ve never met.

-4:18 a.m. Philippine Standard Time

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Our relationship with the U.S. began with us sorta getting stabbed in the back. It’s fine now, though. Mostly 😀

Dear U.S.A, God send you well to keep.

-A.O.

Forgetting and Un-Forgetting

“Move on” and “Never forget”: history, memory, and Marcos

On 23 September 1972, the Filipino dictator Ferdinand Marcos officially announced that two days ago, on the twenty-first, he’d signed Proclamation 1081 which placed the country under martial law, ostensibly in response to mounting unrest and threats from campus radicals and a nascent communist rebellion; Enrile, the defense secretary, had even been ambushed by unknown assailants, his official vehicle convoy sprayed with bullets. Because of these clear and present dangers to the state, therefore, the country had to be placed under martial law.

So said the postage stamp-sized chapter on martial law in my high school Philippine history textbook. But my grandfather remembered things differently, as did his daughter, my mother.

They were living in the province at the time, far away from Manila. They’d heard rumors of everything going on, whispered in hushed tones— everyone had heard of them. But those things happened elsewhere. History was elsewhere.

My grandfather remembered martial law coming suddenly, like one of the criminals in the night that it was supposed to protect ordinary citizens like himself from. Most working-class people like them didn’t have their own TV or radio, so they didn’t hear the official announcement for themselves. They heard about it through the talk in the town and the Philippine Constabulary patrolmen who swaggered on the streets with their M-16 rifles in greater numbers than usual, poking around and asking questions of passers-by— sort of like the Japanese soldiers he’d seen as a young boy.

He remembered how the curfew had made raising his family a little more difficult than before, and he remembered being detained by police twice. Once after being caught making his way home after work during curfew hours, and a second time after getting into a scrap with an arrogant off-duty militiaman.

On the other hand, my mother remembers that from elementary to college, the only president she knew was Marcos. He was in his first term when she was a grade-schooler, and when she got to college in the eighties, he was still in office. She remembers going to school one morning and learning that they had to learn a new song, the “theme song” of Marcos’s New Society. She remembers a college class that always seemed to coincide with some sort of protest action, and how her friend at the time would get her to come along since she was dating one of the student leaders; my mother says she never understood what she saw in him, since he honestly wasn’t that good-looking 😀 She remembers a long-haired relative who had to go into hiding when the family learned he was suspected of being involved in the underground movement. She never did find out if he actually was, though.

Why am I telling you all this?

History and memory are interesting things, intersecting and affecting each other. This leads to the current trend of positive narratives and sometimes even outright conspiracy theories around Marcos and the martial law period on social media. On one side of the issue stand the supporters, old and new, who say “Move on,” while on the other stand the opposition, old and new, who insist, “Never forget.”

So we’re here today to reflect on history and memory, and on what it means, in this context, both to move on from and not to forget this chapter of history.

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Law Is Law

“Law is law”— examining a recent slogan, partly for fun 🙂

The recent news about the shutdown of prominent, and at this point, nearly legendary Philippine media company ABS-CBN because of its broadcasting franchise having expired (or, depending on who you ask, having been allowed to lapse) sparked a firestorm of controversy, with debates raging— mostly online, because of the COVID-19 quarantine— between those who supported the shutdown and those who opposed it.

As far as I can tell, at least on social media, those who support the network’s shutdown seem to coincide for the most part with those who support the current President Rodrigo Duterte and his administration. For quite some time now, they’d tagged the network as “ABias-CBN,” accusing it of unfair coverage, criticism, and “fake news” about the President.

On the other hand, those who oppose it seem to coincide largely with those who also oppose and criticize the President, viewing the shutdown as a dangerous and unconscionable assault on democracy and the freedom of the press.

In the interest of full disclosure, I’ll state very clearly, as I have from the start, that for the most part, I tend to fall on the side critical of the current President’s policies. However, this post isn’t about that.

As I kept an eye on the discussions, a certain phrase that the shutdown’s supporters kept repeating, with variations every now and then, stood out to me.

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Just like our post on “build bridges, not walls,” this post won’t primarily be about the recent controversy, though it might touch on it indirectly. Instead, my primary aim is to offer a reflection on this interesting phrase (to me, at least) and its possible implications, and what it means for law to be law.

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The Names Around (poem)

Santa Maria, San Jose, San Isidro Labrador—
a friendly name and face at every door
standing guard at all hours, sun or rain:
a cloud of witnesses at every lane.

Marilag, Dimaguila, and Nakpil then—
names from a time of noble men
veiled in a fog unmapped and vast,
traces of an ever-present past.

Lim, Locsin, Ongpin, and Lee—
the men who left home and family
under the silk-clad Emperor’s eyes
for plunder, fate, or enterprise.

Dasmariñas, de Anda, Legazpi of old—
a race who set out for God, glory, and gold
through the ocean sea from a foreign clime,
who loved, and laughed, and were lost to time.

Rizal, Luna, Maxilom, Silang—
the household names who dreamed and sang
of a strange world and a stranger liberty,
then rested under the shade of its tree.

Lawton, Hay, and Cronin tilt
my tongue in an English and Irish lilt—
the names we loved, and still love—our type,
our love affair with stars and stripes.

Number 1, 160, 7, 13—
I’m not really sure what they really mean.
Plain and pithy, stern and terse
like numbers ruling my universe.

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7 December 2019. Inspired by “American Names” by Stephen Vincent Benét.

Last month I submitted a poem entitled “The Names Around,” about the names of people and places in the Philippines. I thought it was okay at the time, recently thought it could be improved on a bit. So here we are, a revised version 🙂

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In the News: Robredo vs. Drugs

Some thoughts on VP Leni Robredo’s new appointment

After being appointed co-chair of the Inter-Agency Committee on Illegal Drugs (ICAD), Vice President Leni Robredo has assumed her new post and begun to put forward some proposals for the “war on drugs”— the centerpiece program of the Duterte administration. Being a member of the opposition and a vocal critic of the war on drugs, naturally her proposals have been met with derision and criticism in some quarters, though some have also expressed support and optimism for the direction she wants to take.

I’ve made no secret of the fact that I’m not the biggest fan of this current administration, but I agree in principle that illegal drugs are a problem that need to be addressed. I’m just unsure about the exact scale of the problem and disagree with the tactics currently in place to address it. But having laid that on the table, I’d just like to put forward a few observations and opinions about this latest development in the war on drugs.

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In Melromarc As It Is IRL

[Anime spoilers] Social and personal lessons from The Rising of the Shield Hero.

I started writing this post just a few days after watching the last episode of The Rising of the Shield Hero but never finished it until now. Sorry about that 😀 It wasn’t a perfect anime by all means. As always, there were aspects of it that were open to criticism, however, overall I still enjoyed watching it.

Isekai isn’t really one of my favorite genres. It’s an interesting and pretty common literary genre, to be sure, but not really one I feel strongly about either way. Still, I was drawn to Shield Hero‘s premise after learning about it through Anime Feminist’s January 2019 review of episode 1, and probably wouldn’t ever have watched it had it not been for that.

Still (with apologies to Girlfriend Reviews) this isn’t a review of The Rising of the Shield Hero or Anime Feminist’s review— although I might touch on some of the points they raise or allude to. This is a post about the social and personal lessons I found from watching Shield Hero.

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In the News: That Awful Mess at Reed Bank

[18 June 2019] Discussing the controversies and reactions about the maritime incident at Reed Bank

I haven’t done one of these in a long time.

Recently, the alleged maritime incident involving a Filipino and a Chinese vessel at Reed Bank (referred to as “Recto Bank” in the Philippines) has been a topic of conversation and controversy on social media and in real life, with people demanding a full investigation and, if necessary, punishments meted out to those responsible.

Reading through the news reports (multiple sources, pick any) right now, this seems to be the generally accepted version of events. On the night of 9 June 2019, the F/B Gem-vir 1, a Filipino fishing vessel commanded by Captain Jun Insigne with 22 crew members onboard, was anchored at Reed Bank northeast of the disputed Spratlys archipelago when it was allegedly rammed by a Chinese vessel. The Chinese vessel turned on its lights and then sailed away, leaving the Gem-Vir 1 damaged and sinking, its captain and crew clinging on to their boat for dear life.

Thankfully two of its crew members managed to reach a Vietnamese vessel identified by the Saigon Times as a fishing vessel owned by one Ngo Van Theng and commanded by Captain Nguyen Thanh Tam, which rescued the crew of the Gem-Vir 1 and gave them food and water until they could be picked up the BRP Ramon Alcaraz, a Philippine Navy offshore patrol vessel, with one crew member staying behind to oversee the towing of the wreckage of their fishing boat.

As this is very much a developing story, it’s possible my mind might change about certain things as more facts come to light. Since I’m a citizen of one of the two countries involved, I might also have some biases that way. Nonetheless, my purpose here is to talk about the controversies and my impressions on how people on Filipino social media reacted, and then to offer a few of my own thoughts at the time of writing (18 June 2019).

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The News from Paris (poem)

The tributes pile high from page to page
to her, glorious in every age—
and yet she lies silent, in ruin still
after fire and flame had eaten their fill.

The censures ring out line by line
crying punishment levied by God or time—
yet love and faith live on as best they could
amid rubble, glass, charred stone and wood.

Now Notre-Dame stands, as if for the sake
of half-remembered lessons and cold hot takes
in twisted litanies and internet games
where noble and commoner once loved her name.

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Notre-Dame de Paris—burned April 2019.

Some years back, my parents were able to attend Christmas Eve Mass at Notre-Dame Cathedral 🙂 I hope to see it someday still.

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Bridges and Walls

“Build bridges not walls”: Examining a common slogan, just for fun 🙂

Build bridges not walls— I kept hearing this phrase repeated so often last year, after it was repurposed as a rallying cry and hashtag for a political cause by President Trump’s opposition. I recall hearing it for other causes many times before, encouraging openness, communication, and cooperation instead of intolerance and narrow-mindedness. In this case, its users wanted it to allude both to those values as well as the literal wall he’d promised to build during his campaign, the high wall with the beautiful, big, fat door that he’d make Mexico pay for.

Often when we hear a word repeatedly, it starts to lose its meaning, becoming a mere collection of sounds, the words unmoored lines and curves on a page. But words carry meaning. Slogans are symbols which point— or ought to point— to a reality outside themselves. But as symbols they must be strong, instead of merely solid. Strength is reliable and firm, like a trusted person’s promise to be with us “until the end of time” (Matthew 28:20), but solidity can sometimes just be the quality of a deaf stone idol.

Obviously, the bridges and walls in this slogan are metaphorical, but the strength of a metaphor lies in its ability to reflect truths and realities in images. So now we repeat to ourselves: Build bridges, not walls. But this time, hopefully the words won’t lose their meaning. Instead, this time, hopefully their meaning becomes clearer.

My purpose right now isn’t to discuss policy, but people. My purpose is to find out what it means, on a personal level, to build bridges, not walls.

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Mystery Surrounding You: Hyouka as Mystery Story

[Just for fun][Spoilers?] Hyouka as a mystery story, and what one might learn about mystery stories from it

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Since I’ve mentioned it before in other posts already, it’s probably no big surprise that I’m a big fan of Hyouka (Kyoto Animation, 2012), the anime adaptation of some of Honobu Yonezawa’s Classic Literature Club light novels and short stories. Visually beautiful, with charming characters and a style that incorporated mystery, slice of life, and romantic elements, it re-introduced me to anime as an enjoyable medium. I found much to love in following around Houtarou Oreki and his friends through “the activities of the esteeemed Classic Literature Club,” as I’m sure many others did, too.

Around the time it first came out (c. 2012-2013) there was some discussion about how to interpret it. As a slice of life story? A coming of age story? A mystery story? An examination of the mystery story’s conventions? These, among others, were other people’s interpretations of it.

Leaving aside the question of whether the author is dead— they might be, though sometimes they’re decidedly not— and whether or not all interpretations (with textual support) are valid, in this post, I want to find out what makes Hyouka a mystery story—  a mystery story with unusual, though not unconventional elements, perhaps, but a mystery story nonetheless; and then locate its possible place within the mystery genre. Finally, I wanted to find out what it might teach us about mystery stories.

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